How brainwashing helps me to stay denied

say-no-to-the-o:

May 7, 2018
From: @mindlessfucktoy28920 (Say No To The O Member and Sister in Denial)

I self-deny.

And I like it.

I’ve found that hypnosis may help in preventing my body from going over since everything starts in the brain, conscious and unconscious.

That’s why I have jumped in ViVe’s Brainwashed Toy Program.

The Program is designed to last at least 4 weeks, but the term “week” is used loosely. I can get through it in as little as six days, but I can also take longer to do all the tasks.

Here’s the deal : masturbation is okay but only while brainwashing. No orgasm until the end of the Program. Unintentional orgasm has to be ruined and put back all the meters of the week to zero. No escape until the last week of the Brainwashing Program.

It’s like an evil curse.

The more I listen, the more I’m aroused, the more I want to masturbate, the more I have to brainwash.

I’ve been brainwashing for about 3 months and I’ve just started week 4.

It’s almost aaaalllll the time ringing in my head unless I have to focus on something else, like my job. That’s making me more and more aroused as days pass by.

It’s amazing.

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Dormez bien, @insouciantfucktoy28920. L’excitation ne vous tue pas le matin (les doigts croisés). Vous amis à Say No To The O!